Anxiety and control

Anxiety and control

Back in December, I felt nervous about my upcoming trip home to Minnesota to visit family. The anxiety slowly built throughout the month, and I attempted to manage it by keeping myself busy, being organized, and managing my schedule. Controlling my feelings and...
Learning to recognize anxiety

Learning to recognize anxiety

I first began to notice anxiety in my mid thirties, still new to my spiritual path. After attending a weekend class where a significant piece of old programming released, I went home and began to integrate the shift. The next day I noticed an odd feeling in my chest....
Kinetic energy

Kinetic energy

Yesterday morning I reached for something in the cupboard and a vase leapt off the shelf and shattered into a thousand pieces when it hit the floor. I spent the better part of an hour vacuuming and cleaning up the mess. Glass shards flew everywhere. At first I was...
Orienting

Orienting

When we get triggered from something that reminds us of a past trauma, we tend to disassociate and leave the current moment. We may feel like we’re five years old again, reliving the time we fell off our bike and broke our arm. Although a normal response to trauma, it...